David Nichols says

We intend to perish alone. It scares the shit away from me personally, so I’m considering committing, but everytime We place a “dead”-line (no pun meant) I always puss out on it. Sooner or later though it’ll have to take place, because unlike the commenter below me personally, I don’t blame women. We can’t keep a lady interested, but that’s not women’s fault, as though ladies had been some monolithic hive-mind. Nevertheless, I ACTUALLY DO blame myself. That leads me personally to hate myself, which exacerbates the issue. We don’t rest, We hardly consume, every day it’s a battle to simply escape sleep. We you will need to fill my times up with items to keep me occupied: working away, reading, treatment, imaginative jobs, evening classes in international languages and interesting topics. But by the end of each time i need to return back to my sleep, and roll to and fro for 3 or 4 hours, wondering why no body really loves me personally and wishing I experienced you to definitely speak to.

We used to have buddies, but i’ve changed. Every person nevertheless acknowledges that I’m smart, driven and ethical, but I’m no fun to anymore be around. Read more →